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Faith and Fear are both a belief about something not tangible; not yet manifested.
May your Faith be unwavering.
Let Faith be your guide.
Let Faith be your protection.
I wish I had a better story to share this week, as I feel this is one is super cliche; for it is about failed love. When I separated from my husband, I took some time, but I'm not quite sure that I took enough. I say this because when I began to date I had faith that I could find someone else, but I still had a fear of ending up alone...so my faith was compromised. It took me about five years to actually start dating and become someone's girlfriend. We moved quick, hard and fast, and when the challenges presented themselves, I can honestly say that I moved from a place of fear of being alone rather than faith. Our relationship lasted for about five years and while I did my very best to make any space we ocupied feel like a home, I neglected to take this care with my heart. Faith and Fear don’t occupy the same home and my heart was filled with fear. Moments together transitioned from amazing to just ok because,I no longer found myself living in the present but rather missing the past and worried about the future. During our time apart, I created so many unhealthy situations in my head that I litterally felt like I was in a fog.
In my day to day life away from him I felt like I was suspened in time and my heart never felt like it was in the right place. Like litterally it felt like my heart had fallen six inches, so it was neither in my chest or my belly. When he finally called it off, my heart like it broke and fell completely, I had no words. I was disappointed with myself, because I successfully used the tool of fear to build and reinforce a relationship. I'd spent five years holding on as to not be alone and when in all actuality I was alone. My faith in a happier future was contaminated by fear of the past. And while the story I offered was about romantic relationship, it could easily be about any relationship.You can build the life you want/desire, you just have to choose your tools wisely.
You are blessed with the amazing gift of choice. Choose which intention/ emotion you allow to be the manifestation vehicle of your reality. In the words of the wonderful @wantaisedavis: your faith can only be contaminated when you’re occupied by fear
🔅May your Faith be unwavering.
🔅Let Faith be your guide.
🔅Let Faith be your protection.
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-Mya
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